When I decided to look for a website that I thought I could go to for "help" is the moment I realized that I have a major problem. Let me start by introducing myself. I am Caroline a mother a full time student, a full time employee and a full time gambler. I have to be honest I do not believe myself to be addicted to gambling and my therapist agree's. I have been actively visiting casino's for about 2 years now. I have spent student loan money, entire pay checks and have gotten a loan from everywhere that would give me one.