All I've done so far are on- line are banking and e- mails and that's made using this site properly quite difficult,but I think I'm getting to grips with it slowly.

I was quite determined to give giving up a go and did well for about 5 days but relapsed today.

I have forgiven myself for this because it's been an emotional time.My brother and I have been trying to work out a workable way of sharing out mothers care.We finally came up with a good plan and I feel a lot more relaxed, and hopeful about everything now.

Anyway I have given My husband my credit card back and I'll have a better chance and more space to concentrate on get my head round quitting gambling.Good!