Day 46


StaceyP

I cant believe it...

If anyone would of told me I would be able to walk past that computer at home, I would of gone into a panic...seriously..take my gambling away? are you nuts? i cant...!!!....i wont!!!.....its the only thing i got that makes me feel good? Its the loss of my funtime, its the loss of my outlet, its the loss of my reward for working a f/t job and taking care of the baby and my hubby and the house, i deserve it...!!

Yet...its the loss of my money, its the loss of time w/my family, its the loss of my sanity, and mostly the loss of my peace of mind....

i dont recognize that person i was....i cant believe i stayed up there in that bedroom for hours hitting a button over and over again....

unbelievable....truly unbelievable...i wonder what would make a person do that? i wonder.....

Ann

Posted: 01 Aug 2006 09:24 am Post subject:
Congratulations Stacey, that is wonderful! I'm very happy for you.

What would make us do such a thing? I don't know, I sometimes think we are insane when gambling. That's got to be the only explanation. Gambling puts us in a trance where reality is nothing but a dream. It's about escaping I think, what are we running from?

msg99

Posted: 02 Aug 2006 09:28 pm Post subject:
We are running from the reality that success and money are the results of hard work... Not the luck of the draw. Congrats on day 46
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